Hi Sonia, I used to be CBT EAGER but something happened to my log in and the moderator hasn't done anything to fix it.
I understand what you are saying, it appears that you are feeling a little guilty. Your hubby did instigate this and does enjoy it. I know if you were my wife I would enjoy it immenslely.
Don't know if I would want it to be my mates or a group of unknowns that I only know because they f#@k my wife in front of me, probably the latter but then I like the idea of being blindfolded and pack CENSORED by heaps of guys, never knowing who any of them are.
If you were my wife then I would love knowing that all those guys have been turned on by you and got off on you. Knowing that they have cum because of and in my wife would be SO HOT.
I would imagine that you enjoy that ect of it, knowing you are turning all those guys on and making them cum in you!